Wednesday, August 21, 2013

SSS: TO LIVE FOR


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things are not getting better. they are getting worse by the day.

the heart can only pump tainted blood for so long, the lungs, empty air,

not the fierce wind so infused with the young trying to glean vibrant meaning from this life,

Cassie and her sad father, the seaside, the painting of the mother, now dead, the little innocent brother, on her final two Skins episodes.

no, and that is why i love TV so, it will always be better than reality.

at every turn, i want to hide from reality,

but what of those that provide this escape?

the young actor with beautiful eyes who takes his own life,

i loved that show he was on when i was a kid, it comforted me,

but there was no one to comfort him,

and the inevitable unanswerable questions, his fate, his final destination

as mysterious as life itself, as reality.

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these are the blurred lines, "Blurred Lines", enjoying the uncensored Thicke video,

while the suing of a legend, i don't want to know messy details, i just want the easy lust.

why am i so fucking weak all the time?

i want to go back to sleep

and get back to what's real, my dreams, my dreamplace where i live,

my dreamspace where i dwell and think and act and read lines and film

my stories for my youtube subscribers to see, all 23 of them.

it's some semblance of me, a person who was here, who lived in reality.

can we finally stop with the blogging bullshit?

can we be together, finally, in reality, can we live our dreams?

you are my security blanket, i am your connection,

that is love in the modern information age,

too much information, i don't want to know everything about you.

you must help me, please help me, help me stay on the right path,

the road that doesn't end with a tragic headline

but a sacred secret one.





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6 comments:

Kazi G said...

I am wearing that very same shirt, right now. Twinsies!

I have my own peculiar brand of nightmare at the moment... so I can relate to the "can I ever wake up?"

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~Kazi xxx

the late phoenix said...

i'm so tired all the time. it's gotta be all the Orangina i'm drinking...

Cheeky Minx said...

Let's meet tonight and read the lines and hit the noir marks of Chinatown. Be my Jack and I'll be your Faye...

the late phoenix said...

my beloved Cheeky: wow, it's been ages since i've seen that classic film, i need a refresher course, cyber movie date night?

Juliette said...

I always go back to sleep if I'm sad. Dreams are so beautiful aren't they.

the late phoenix said...

juli: they're my sanctuary, they're all i have left, the real world is the cyber world...something about electric sheep...