ON A BRAKE: BREAST AS CRADLE

 

the mist hits the four corners of the backlawn garden party. faded brown-green in the middle. wrought-iron pretzel chairs, bars, and small raised pub iron circle tables. 

Jen R: is this a THX 1138 mist?

me: no, this mist is friendlier. yet unknown.

i'm beckoned to the side lane of my own house by Jackie.

Jen: the lane with the door and the mat outside. middle space of the dividing fence.

Jackie Fitzgerald: you never noticed my tits like this before, huh. *pointing* look at the community pipes.

the station where all the neighborhood pipes flow into, where the street gets all its water, the pretzel pipes, is frozen solid. it has turned into a snowman.

Jen: holy fuck!!! Walker is 10 feet tall!!!

Walker is indeed a giant, his legs are the only things visible next to petite Jackie. two GIRTHY tree-trunk legs shooting like a fat beanstalk to the pink cloud high above. 

the Library of Alexandria: we were just making space for when Tool would film their music video here...

Boyz n the Hood: the most intense scene was the SAT!!!

Milan: if you don't watch the Olympics, did they happen?

Michael Phelps in a Bud Cort coat: if the Winter Olympics aren't televised, did they happen?

Cortina: ...

Brazil: there is one ski slope.........no wait that's a sandbar...

Brazilian skier: bottoms up, muchacho...

Lucy: I Love Lucy is the perfect show to binge on Valentine's Day, it's that grey heart...

The Winter Olympics: if you complete your run, it's boring. it's only exciting if you FALL, SLIDE, WIPE OUT!!!

3rd Place: small final.

Robert Reich: i don't mean to alarm you but...

Chipotle: NOBODY is clamoring to bring the chicken al pastor back. nobody cares about chicken al pastor...

Scott Galloway: i also do those YouTube videos where i show you how to make a Detroit-style pizza that retains the caramelized crust...

Jordan Catalano: i can't read. as in i can't read the signals Angela is sending me each time she looks at me...

Jordan Catalano: i can't read the room!!!

curling: we turned this into a MASSIVELY IMPORTANT sport that it just wasn't.

curling: it's a lawn game.

Chilly Willy: a frozen lawn game.

Jen Watson from The Weather Channel: i'm the most good-looking lesbian of all time...

Made In America: no matter how hard you close your eyes and pretend, you are inextricably in the global system...

Shaq: i was jealous of Super Mario, he had all his women smelling of plumber-truck water. 

Mario: hey fellas, i'm just a guy here. i came to practice eating my tupperware of Goomba chicken and rice with a little red sauce. i got 20 rebounds a night off brick coins.

Dennis Rodman: Madonna was scared of my green hair.

Walker: the atmospheric rivers, man, the water comes out like a FAUCET in the sky. it's unnatural rain. the rain lubes my cock. do you know how cool it is to hydroplane on a Harley?!!!

Jackie: as you can plainly see, sex with Walker leaves me with an an astronomically good feeling.

me: i'm seeing this now, yes.

Jen: we agree. cloud nine, both meanings. we concur, no more cattiness. as we crane our necks to the clouds. no vanilla sex here.

Walker: babe i gotta go.

Jackie: what the. the fuck?

Walker: well i'm the only one who can fight the giant snowman in the sky to get our water back.

Jackie, sulking: i won't miss you. i'll fuck the mailman.

Jen: but you're the mailman.

Jackie: exactly.

  

THE SCHOOL CAFETERIA THAT NEVER WAS: SPAGHETTI COMBINED

 

Jen R: wait, i recognize that woman under the damp shower cap.

me: the lunch lady? all lunch ladies look the same, it's the dull lighting in all grey school cafeterias.

Jen: no it's Kody Cobain!!!

Kody Cobain: the gig is up. she says spitting a fly out of her mouth. please don't tell my brother i'm here.

Jen: you're the lunchlady?

Kody: i can be incognito here. valued for my food, not my name. but i'm gonna lose my job.

Kurt: how come?

Kody: because i can't make a pasta to save my life. one worthy of the kids. my spaghetti is slipshod with the whites and the reds on top, plain as a grey day.

Kurt: a plain plane. there's gotta be a way to make it spicy.

Mr. Pibb: actually a better-tasting cherry cola than Cherry Float Coke...

James Van Der Beek: well, i'm waiting for Katie Couric to arrive here so we can have that sex dream.

Alfonso Ribeiro: dance with me, Jim, it's all over now!!!

Katie Couric: i think it's time i go back to Today. it's okay for men to cry.........REAL tears...

James Van Der Beek: when i cry it's more like a puppy coughing. i actually looked good in a Wes Anderson mustache...

Bud Cort: i was the Wes Anderson vibe before Wes Anderson...

Dr. Dre: there would be no Dr. Dre without Dr. Seuss.

Rollie Wesen enters Jacques Pepin's house and takes a swing at Jacques's mantel with his baguette.

Rollie Wesen: you French faggot.

Jacques Pepin: come on, man, that was my menagerie. 

Sylvia Plath: you made me cry the same tears TWICE!!!

Jacques: you shattered my tiny little glass mongoose.

Rollie: i don't get it, is mongoose your signature dish?

Jacques: sure, you never heard of mongoose l'orange?

Boyz n the Hood: nuthin' better than this fine-ass movie.

Emma Raducanu: that's it?

Boris Becker: gimme a break, ma'am, i'm a Boris bro, they put me in a tiny jail cell and threw away the key, i had no privacy, my penis shrunk from fear.

ice sprinter: she's bleeding.........time...

Dan Barefoot: skeleton sliders are soldiers, they CRASH into a nice soft foam spongy bed mattress at the end of their run. barefoot and pregnant...

Chloe Kim: as i go through the undulations of a halfpipe, i picture myself being with Myles Garrett, ya feel me, ladies?

Katarina Wittich: witch, yes. but i'm a good witch, you can tell by my white hair. i'm a witch that deals in the nervous system, with the evolution of thought, not cheap spells.

House of Pain: now that the Boston accent is fading, are you able to understand our song "Jump Around" now?...

autism: or on YouTube when you have a dialogue scene where the two characters are played by the same person at the same time...

Jacques Pepin: look, let me show you.

Kody Cobain: oh wow, i got a real casanova in my life for the first time.

Jacques: a casanova MUST have an accent. and be an adventurer NOT in his hometown.

Bud Cort: and wear a Bud Cort coat.

James Van Der Beek: and have James Van Der Beek hair, James.

Kurt Cobain: we need help with the spaghetti, Jerry.

Jacques: right. so instead put ALL the ingredients in a big glass bowl.

Morgan from that cooking cook: notice how all the ingredients are in glass fingerbowls, that's so the home audience can see the food!!!

Kurt: do it for the kids, Pepe!!!

Jacques Pepin: right. high school kids? well combine the dark-green basil leaves from my frontyard garden and the shaved goatsmilk cheese and the honey peppercorn and the sauce, FOLD the sauce into the noodles so you're left with a BIG-ASS BALL, a red spaghetti ball sprinkled with stuck Roman cheese.

Kody: i'm gonna serve THAT BALL at lunch to curry the kids' favor.

kids: we want curry.

Jacques: the only drawback to your snack is your bowls are gonna be messy...

Jacques Pepin: and once again i prove that a Frenchman does Italian cooking better!!!

THE SCHOOL CAFETERIA THAT NEVER WAS: GRILLED CHEESE ON A GRILL

 

Jen R: it's better in high school.

me: that sentence has never been true.

Jen: all those grilled-cheese sandwiches your mom gave you in wax paper, that you never knew what to do with. now you can yourself put the grilled-cheese sandwich on an actual grill at lunch.

me: outside? on the grass? taking grass?

Jen: doesn't matter. haven't you found it odd that a grilled cheese sandwich is never actually grilled? it's put in a toaster oven if it's lucky.

me: huh, in high school the teachers really treat the students as adults. the responsibility of a sandwich.

Jen: well, peers. you need a lot of people for those peer reviews which bring in extra cash...

Grover: i mean why am i always paired with the blue man with the brown mustache, you know?

AI: but i let you SEE what you're manifesting...

Arthur C. Clarke: yes but i thought the internet bringing all of humanity to a point would multiply the COMPASSION of humanity exponentially...

Tostitos: our chips are like Bad Bunny's straw hat.

football: soon you will graduate college. soon you will become an old man. all old men like football whether or not they like football...

Norway ski-jumping: material in the crotch of the jumpsuit to go further. that material was a lime-green radioactive nugget.

Dr. Manhattan: ...

Michael Weiss: i HATE explaining my comments on Instagram. it's so draining. why can't people just get it?

me: so at night i can hear my next-door neighbors fucking.

Jen: Jackie and Walker? 

me: three hours of uninterrupted guttural MOANS from Jackie. and the climax is always Jackie shouting, "DO ME FROM BEHIND, BABY!!!" 

Jen: yelps of pleasure. she's teaching you not to nod off.

me: and the the next morning Jackie knocks on my door all bushytailed and smiling and signing me up for Meals On Wheels...

Jen: i mean you'd be happy and upbeat and cheerful and rosy-colored too if you just had a night like that!!! passion makes you believe in life again, believe in your mission again.

Jackie: once you fuck you can take on the world.

door-to-door vacuum salesman: i've decided i'm through with the vacuums and i'm gonna be a pro ball player. i've made this decision in a vacuum...

Roger Ebert: Jonathan Livingston Seagull, peaceful footage of a seagull flying over foamy oceans. meditative. i walked out on this because that first scene with all the seagulls sniping, jawing at each other, biting their beaks with their beaks, was too jarring for me.

Jonathan Livingston Seagull: you walked out because you WALKED out, you're jealous you can't fly.

Norway Olympic biathlete crying on live TV: i cheated on my girlfriend. she was the love of my life. she was my soulmate. 

Lindsey Vonn: he didn't cheat with me, okay?

Norway biathlete tears frozen on his face like Billy Corgan: the ironic thing is i cheated with a woman who later became the first American to medal in biathlon...

Jen: don't you remember how SUMPTUOUS the feeling was?

me: ah yes, at the high school and i'm asleep in algebra class. Mr. Diamond shoves my shoulder awake.

Mr. Diamond: son, there is more to life than numbers. high school is about expanding your IMAGINATION portals. the LANGUAGE of imagination...

i trust Mr. Diamond because he wears Coke-bottle glasses. so i fly with him to his English class.

along the way the janitor's broom closet is a makeshift laundromat. with purple Vaporwave walls. i use my last quarter i was saving for the arcade to clean my giant white COMFORTER downey blanket. i spread that puppy over my desk in class and SLEEP...

Jen: talk about a makeshift bed!!! schools should be about sleeping, they're about health, right?

me: and then Mr. Diamond wakes me up and tells me my homework is to write my own Red Shoe Diaries episode script...

THE SCHOOL CAFETERIA THAT NEVER WAS: THE 4:55 DREAM

 

Jen R: i need a hangover burger after all that. fried egg on top.

me: don't people call in sick the Monday after the Super Bowl?

Jen: not us, bucko, you have some inner work to do.

me: my wildest dreams occur from 4:55AM to 5AM when i have to get up for Match Game.

Jen: Gene Rayburn rests for no man.

me: in that five-minute span, i experience an eternal world...

Jen: tell me your darkest fear.

me: well you see i've never experienced a school cafeteria my whole life. never ate at one of those proper public junior-high cafeterias that, say, the Belcher kids eat at.

Louise Belcher: it really brings a sense of normalcy to one's life. 

Tina Belcher: New York City non-religion really is the way to go.

Gene Belcher: and don't go forgetting Hot Lunch Wednesday!!!

the five of us are at a school cafeteria completely foreign to me, with the slatted overhead drop-door and the fly buzzing around the lunch lady in a shower cap's one tooth.

Gene: here the pizza is always ham, which is neutral.

Louise: the hot dogs are always grilled on a grill INSIDE the school so there will always be enough black smoke for a fire alarm which is an impromptu recess and gathering of school souls outdoors to build trust.

Tina: and the Hot Italian Sandwiches are just rubbery cheese in the middle.

Olympics Opening Ceremony: that part of the program that sounds like Star Tours...

Sartre: yeah Sartre Night Live, it all makes sense now, i solved God, SNL was the only show that was funny because it was free.

God: Sartre was absurd, that's why i loved him.

Shelley Duvall: instead of a NO SMOKING sign, a SMOKING ALLOWED sign that's me in silhouette holding my TALL cigarette ash in The Shining...

Jen and i are at the Winter Olympics. 

me: i'm in a TIGHT speed-skating suit.

Jen R: revealing all the muscles you don't have.

me: the tip of my skate blade catches a patch of ice and i go fucking FLYING into those welcoming spongy boards.

Jen: you're on your butt but you STILL make two revolutions around the oval!!! i don't know, i'd rather be the Italian Wuthering Heights poet...

me: an email from you each day, gets me through the day.

Jen: my name in black on your email board.

Jennifer Dodds: i'm that babe from the second season of Survivor...

Rainbow Harvest: i'm Winona Ryder if she had stayed in the Rainbow community...

Quad God: look at my outfit and think of the movie Solarbabies...

Peter Griffin: would you be more receptive to a British hostage negotiator?

Brian: yes, that accent, he would exude excellence and professionalism and competency. a voice like Michael Caine.

Peter: but not Jeremy Irons from Lolita, that would be weird.

Rainbow Harvest: it's always good to have that one rich friend...

Alyssa Milano: everyone had that '80s experience where a girl from school you don't know well is in your room rifling through your diary pages, messing up your stuff, hugging the teddy bears on your bed.

Old Enough (1984): THIS is the American Degrassi!!!

Madison Chock: it's just weird ice-skating at 11PM at night...

Bates: chalk us in, bet chalk, we're always the best, we're always gonna win.

Zalman King: yeah so Red Shoe Diaries "Cowboy, Cowboy," i had to do that one, the network was pressuring me to write a Republican episode or Middle America would boycott the show. i inadvertently ended up creating Yellowstone, man!!! it's me, it's still me, your urban cityboy Zalman, it doesn't get as cynical as Trenton, New Jersey.

The Toxic Avenger: tell me about it...

Zalman: at least the end of the episode looks like Pretty In Pink...

the Super Bowl: played outside?...

turtleneck: sunburnt nape?

me: i'm the Beerus the destroyer god of Instagram...

Lindsey Vonn: i did it for my mom. i'll be okay, just get me one of those little sandwiches from Vons. i'm Sigourney Weaver in Working Girl...

Bad Bunny at The Super Bowl: i mean you were gonna eat chips and guac anyway, right? i'm gonna slip some Spanish insults to Trump in my song he won't understand...

Jen R: how do you like your hangover-burger egg cooked?

me: hardboiled.

Jen: just not the same. a hardboiled egg tastes like french fries.